Monday, September 29, 2008

I always believed in futures.

This is all so bittersweet. Everything is finally beginning to sink in.

I worked my last shift at Coles today. I'm not quite sure how I feel about that. I'm feeling very melancholic. When it comes down to it, they were all very good to me and I'm very fortunate to have met and worked with them.
[edit: I would like to add that I got the bessstt going away present!!]

No one said this would be easy.
Funny thing is that I don't feel like I have a choice in the matter. I need to do this. I have to do this.

The mountains are calling my name.

And with that, I leave you with some lyrics.

There's a lot that I don't know
There's a lot that I'm still learning
When I think I'm letting go
I find my body it's still burning

Yeah I'm alive
But I don't need a witness
To know that I've survived
I'm not looking for forgiveness
Yeah I just need life
I'll be lying in the dark
As I search for the resolution

And the bars are finally closed
So I try living in the moment
For the moment it just froze
And I felt sick and so alone

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